In Memoriam (after 100 days) of my beloved wife, Dwi Lian Muttia
This is the moment I think about what I am doing
Who I am choosing?
Who I will love..
This can be such a wonderful moment
Yes, it is snatched away, that you left me too soon
Yes, you did leave too soon
You were the best person any of us knew and I lost everything
I lost the only woman I ever loved
Lost love is still love
Memory...now is my partner. I hold it
Life has to end, love doesn't
I know that you feel my love with you now
Even there, in heaven
You say that: that's how strong lost love can be
Lian, I am still in love with you
I am the one who wants to love you more
I still want to sleep with you, feel calm, like a child
in the cradle of its mother's arm
posted by amrullah hakim @ 3:04 PM
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1 Comments:
As for you my dearest friend Amrul,
Your love story is so sweet and divine. Your love for her and your great faith, could miraculously healed my broken faith of a true love.
It makes me believe, somehow some men do have heart, where here you proudly express your feelings towards the woman you deeply loved.
You express your affection every chance you get or at least as long as the feeling of love lasts.
Lian, as I knew her shortly was for me an impression of a woman carry the symbols of purity, dignity and many other sacred titles.
God blessed her soul eternally and she would smiling down from heaven as one pretty angel.
Let me show you my deepest sympathy and I am genuinely understand your lost and anger.
It's common that adrenalin intensifies emotions, which range from exhiliration to anger, depending on your state of mind and the surrounding situation.
If the atmosphere is irritating, you will likely feel anger whereas if everything is positive, you will likely feel happy.
So, it is up to our self-control whether we let our hormones dominate our emotion or not.
We are able to manipulate our surrounding to be more supportive as well if we want to. So it's your call to cope up.
My attention was back to the half cut. Among your cheering buddies, somehow you would go home with a slightly different perspective of life.
Smileeee... :)
Sincerely,
::Janet::
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